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The Rabbit Hole

It's as if I woke up one day and fell into this rabbit hole and my life has never been the same since. I've never been good at writing so nothing I write may make any sense but for so many reasons I need to do this for myself. You might want to skip over my ramblings.
1 year ago. January 16, 2023 at 1:05โ€ฏPM

Sometimes I have the most random thoughts, which I'm sure is normal for humans, it's just that people  don't normally share them out loud to anyone. Well, i've never cared much for what other people normally do or don't do.  Anyways I was just laying here thinking about karma and how any time I've ever brought it up and question it, everyone answers with the same b.s. for example I think of the people I've known in my life and how abusive they were and how they did so many hurtful things to people and they had a nice home, money a partner they loved traveled lived a pretty good life and lived a long life. So where was karma for all those people? The usual answer is" well you weren't with them day and night you don't know what there life was really like or how they felt about themselves". What i have seen though  is  alot of bad things to people that don't deserve it at all. 

Maybe karma isn't real maybe life isn't about if your a good or bad person maybe it's about how ruthless of a player you are in the game at least that's what I've seen and have experienced in my short 40yrs of living. I don't think I've ever seen a player play good and fair and come out on top at any point during their game  or even near the end of it  but ofcourse people want to believe no matter what their eyes see or what life has shown them that playing the game nicely and being a good person always wins🤷‍♀️ I don't know, people say that but I've never seen it or have I ever in my own life  experienced it. 

P.s My thinking always sounds more interesting and intelligent in my head smh 🙄 lol don't judge me.

The Kinky Poet - Karma is lovely idea but I don't see it often in action.
Love and light T.K.P xx
1 year ago
GvS​(other male) - "Karma" is a very complicated concept. Many interpretations claim that karma, like the Christian concepts of Heaven and Hell, applies not to this life, but the next. From a more materialist perspective, the whole reward/punishment after death thing is just a just-world fallacy ( https://thedecisionlab.com/biases/just-world-hypothesis ), or, as you put it, "the same b.s.". Don't hold your breath waiting for the karma hammer to come down.
1 year ago
justcurvysub - Me wait lol no, I don't exactly believe in karma, many experiences have shown me otherwise. I just wonder what experiences have others lived that tells them different. Maybe their perception, maybe karma is part of their system so karma is actually a part of their life I dk. Sorry just rambling again ๐Ÿ™„ Anyway thank you for your reply I'll check out the link.
1 year ago
WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male){CurvyB} - I sure miss our conversations
1 year ago
justcurvysub - Hi yes so do i ๐Ÿ˜Š it's been awhile hasn't it. Hope all is well with you. Msg me anytime.
1 year ago
WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male){CurvyB} - I have where I can.
1 year ago
justcurvysub - Hey what happened I can't message you here?
1 year ago
WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male){CurvyB} - I don't have a premium account.
1 year ago
LaVieEnRose​(sub female){Kintsugi} - I used to think the same and then when my abusive ex roommate kept failing an important licensing exam, over and over and over. I started thinking maybe just because karma isn’t always working the way *I* think it should doesn’t mean it isn’t doing its thing. We think of how WE would like karma to punish those who’ve done wrong but the truth is that sometimes their punishments are what is truly something that affects them and not even something we would think of. Like as much as I was hurt I wouldn’t have necessarily wished her to fail that exam but when I saw how she kept failing I realised how much it affected her and realised that even if I didn’t wish it to happen that is how Karma decided justice had to come.
1 year ago
justcurvysub - Seriously people on here are some of the most insightful people I have ever come across. Thank you Rose๐ŸŒน (hope rose is ok for short if not I apologize)
1 year ago
LaVieEnRose​(sub female){Kintsugi} - Rose is fine :) and yes you definitely can find new and interesting points of view around here and it’s why I stick around!
1 year ago
justcurvysub - Same goes for me. I'm actually not here to meet a dom/man and I want nothing to do with anything that even mimics a relationship/dynamic. I genuinely love reading all the blogs and chatting with people that are capable of understanding me. So yes that is why I stay๐Ÿ˜
1 year ago
Literate Lycan​(dom male) - The problem with karma is that it may not mean what you (and many others) think it means. In Sanskrit it simply means action. Karma is neutral. It is energy. When you understand that, you can understand why sometimes a bad person can get away with so much - because their mental state and focus drives their energy to success. The same can be applied to someone who puts their focus and energy into good and they can achieve success. Typically many assume Karma applies when someone puts energy into something they shouldn't and it comes around to bite them - ie. their own energy caused it hence it was karma. Karma can be seen as simply the fruits of an action - neither good nor evil. Interesting random thoughts. Thank you for sharing.

ps. I prefer to put my energy and focus towards good and my life (although not perfect and certainly with highs and lows) is actually pretty awesome all things considered. I play fair in my professional life and I've come out on top. I've tried to play fair in my personal life and that's pretty alright too. Have a great night!
1 year ago
justcurvysub - I'm sorry I took so long to reply. You know, I really enjoyed reading your reply and tend to agree. I needed someone else's perspective, knowledge or what have you. Thank you very much.
1 year ago
I'mME - Hi justcurvysub,
I voice some of my random thoughts. It may be a loud to myself. Lol, ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ.
I voice maybe 30% of what I think.
Often I have had the same thoughts as you. I have though many freaking times that I'm going to start being exactly like the people I see out and about. No MERCY. Then i will forget and be cordial. Lmao.
It takes practice to become the desolate, user, thief, predator, that some of these folks are. I could not control them but I can control myself. It's not been as easy as it sounds, I can oversharer , and I think I give the benefit of the doubt too often when I should be kicking some people off my path, do you understand?
I was chatting with someone about Karma, wishing I could fly around with her one day. Then I asked them about people who abuse children, that I hate thinking they could just ask forgiveness and be sitting by my Grandmama, that would be fucked up. They told me that they believed karma was about energy as Literate Lycan wrote. They said that when child abusers die they come back as the abused children . ๐Ÿ˜ณ It's about putting the energy back to the way it is/was.

So I can say tell you that I also see people , have known people, who lie, cheat, steal , and are golden, I have started over
1 year ago
justcurvysub - You said "I have started over" you have started over when it comes to what specifically,
Oh and thank you! I needed to hear alot of what you shared in your comment. I appreciate you for taking the time to write it.
1 year ago

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