Sometimes I have the most random thoughts, which I'm sure is normal for humans, it's just that people don't normally share them out loud to anyone. Well, i've never cared much for what other people normally do or don't do. Anyways I was just laying here thinking about karma and how any time I've ever brought it up and question it, everyone answers with the same b.s. for example I think of the people I've known in my life and how abusive they were and how they did so many hurtful things to people and they had a nice home, money a partner they loved traveled lived a pretty good life and lived a long life. So where was karma for all those people? The usual answer is" well you weren't with them day and night you don't know what there life was really like or how they felt about themselves". What i have seen though is alot of bad things to people that don't deserve it at all.
Maybe karma isn't real maybe life isn't about if your a good or bad person maybe it's about how ruthless of a player you are in the game at least that's what I've seen and have experienced in my short 40yrs of living. I don't think I've ever seen a player play good and fair and come out on top at any point during their game or even near the end of it but ofcourse people want to believe no matter what their eyes see or what life has shown them that playing the game nicely and being a good person always wins🤷♀️ I don't know, people say that but I've never seen it or have I ever in my own life experienced it.
P.s My thinking always sounds more interesting and intelligent in my head smh 🙄 lol don't judge me.