Race Play. Slavery.

Recently I participated in private dark play party, put on by a White Master who has 1 live-in White slave.  10 vetted people were there.  He plays with me, as we were the only ones playing.  Everybody else were gathered to bear witness of a “Race Play”.   When the scene got intense he announces that he’s about to drop “THE WORD”, and that if anyone present with sensitive ears then they best leave.  Everyone in the dungeon stayed.   While I was kneeling he pulls my head back & shouts real loud  “You gone be my ni****”.   He told me to verbally & loudly acknowledge with that word.  I complied.

Then all of sudden out the clear blue, his White sub (slave) kneels beside me and says “Master, I be your ni**** too”.

Master momentarily paused playing, and everybody gasps at her strange remark.  Her Master walks to her and says “No No No, you ain’t my ni****.  Ain’t but but 1 ni**** in this dungeon and it ain’t you”.

I just can’t unhear what that sub said.   She did this right when I was entering subspace.  After the play party she explained that she was trying to make me feel comfortable so I didn’t bear the humiliation alone.   But 2 weeks earlier, she was the same sub whose Master made her top me - and she did not pity me back then.   She was hitting me harder than her Master did.  And now suddenly she wants to help me by being the extra ni**** to a White Master ????

I don’t need any help in being the ni**** in a race play?   I don’t want to be Emancipated from this slavery.  And I don’t want to be saved.  In all my yrs in this lifestyle, this was the 1st time anyone interrupted a scene I was participating in.