Wow! Feeling good.. might not last.. gonna enjoy for now..
we have an ACCEPTED OFFER, wow that feels good. No longer have to keep the house PERFECT and yet have been trained to do so and that feels great!!!
this is my SECOND divorce and I’m ok with that! For a long time I wasn’t.. and with kids wow was it a hard choice.. and delayed by YEARS.. but Omgosh I feel so GOOD.. and it’s not bc he was BAD, he wasn’t, my husband/to be ex husband is lovely.. rather it’s bc it’s simply what I needed to FEEL ME.
I am grateful. this whole year until he left I never could find that feeling of certainty that what I was doing was RIGHT. But now I do.. or usually do.. it’s sad and all that but.. I can feel ME and I NEEDED TO
we are moving from a house to an apartment and I’m so happy that I get to have a bedroom wow.. it’s a bit weird and long shaped room but I DONT CARE it will become my SAFE HAVEN.. I am so excited to decorate it for my creativity healing and meditation room.. I may choose to simply sleep on the floor.. and at times I may choose to sleep in the closet.. what I need is ok.. I am seeking a rainbow brite doll and other comfort items for myself..
a little concerned to be in an apartment rather than a house bc I like and need to express LOUDLY daily.. screaming crying laying on the floor cuddling in a corner against the wall to feel SOMETHING..
I will do my best to befriend my neighbors so they do not complain or send me to the psych ward lol..
this process of moving is actually PHENOMENALLY healing in so many ways- my goodness, dare I say I was right?????? Right for me anyway.. one life to live, I shall live FULLY❤️