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The words that fall out. Creative writing poetry stream of consciousness dreams. The good the bad and the ugly. Very important to me- I greatly appreciate any readers, greatly appreciate being seen felt and heard.

Dad

2 years ago. January 1, 2022 at 6:12 PM

I haven’t liked the word “play,” felt too not deep to me.  Play schmay I’d say , I want something SERIOUS REAL a real mind fuck so to speak.  Let’s get into the shit. Let’s go back in time, please come with me into my childhood and help me

But suddenly the words ok by me,I was just doing my homework/reading for my isha program and I read “the permanence takes hold on a much deeper level, allowing us to PLAY with change from a place of internal security and trust…..”. Ohhhhhh, ok, she changed my mind, I now may be ok with the word play.  In fact maybe I like it, so long as it still has great depth.  

here is a song that my dad wud play to wake us up out of our tents when camping in door county. He’s start it very soft and then grow louder and louder. My brother the musician chose to play it at his funeral there were many people there.  I am not aure I had a deep connection with my dad (no) but I am proud that he helped many as an independent thinking doctor and person tanguero musician woodworker avid reader you could “feed”him books.  Probably nothing could entice me to drink again except if I were allowed to relive the beer festival we attended together in Madison.  In that case I would make an exception. I feel sad 

sir james ladies​(sub female){oh yes ple} - they are not really gone they live on in us and all they touched. And thay are never that far away you feel them every time you open your mind to the feeling they evoke in us. so, remember and love again.
2 years ago
sarahrah - Yeah.. I always thought I’d talk to him past the grave but I haven’t. I was outvoted, I voted for burial so I cud sit there and have tea w him
2 years ago

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