Sarah’s world

Willing to do whatever to connect with him change of heart he had changed sick drunk? He was happy when I asked for a beer from his pile but he’d drank most only strange flavors left sweet. We made food with butter he liked the butter to go to the edges I took butter too and realized he’d fallen asleep. I was up in the night but so was he coming home where had he gone was my real dad gone forever? In my house kitchen not my parents.  I am thinking of him whereas I hadn’t been.