Kinda funny- had an isha meeting and felt silenced but his direction was spot on for me in this moment- I was told EXERCISE, say facets, and that I’m creating drama but I’m actually a-okay. Actually good. Wasn’t sure but I don’t think Francesco has ever been wrong about me. He can even channel my parts pretty well. So I had to swallow my pride and my STORY and try. And verdicts in- he’s right! Had a pretty rockin dance party/sorta strip show all by my lonesome in my mirror, workin it in my apartment alone haha. Worked up a little sweat lookin superfly (sometimes) and like a total dumbass mostly but I’m moving so all good baby
here’s me.. becoming happy… ain’t fallin down that rabbit hole this time man. You can just walk around? Interesting. No need to throw myself off a cliff? Huh.. we’ll let’s try that then haha