Sarah’s world

I cling to you but you set me free.  We both like the rope.  Why when I look at you do your eyes pierce into me and I’m that girl on the toilet seat.  Eating chocolate to feel better, not knowing another way yet.  Bite after bite to numb the pain.  It’s not my fault, I didn’t do it, it might have been the bad boy down the street.  If only Mr. Blace would’ve complied.  If I could’ve snuck out of the house to see that boy.  If I was allowed to sit at the bar for several minutes longer before being retrieved.  These aren’t memories I want right now.  My pain consumes me, I must surrender.  If even death comes I won’t fight.