2 years ago. May 11, 2022 at 1:29 PM
I am going to let go of language
I am going to live in a world with just feeling
Now I feel the porridge in my belly
Put your nose in it, he said, to learn, and you WILL learn
Never again a glass of wine, only jumping in and sinking down to the ocean floor (my visual for being deep in my heart)
The fishes are beautiful, you can pet them she said, and sometimes they swim straight through you but if you don’t fight it’s nice
I will never, never.. and then it happened, half terrible and half pleasure in the hideout built of tires
If I don’t choose me then who will? I pick Sarah