4 months ago. December 12, 2024 at 8:49 PM
Good morning she said, still tied up but happy. Finally relieved of her worries and PRESENT. Whatever it took to get there, to that place is what she would do from now on. Stepping out of the daily grind into an alternate world, like how she did in breathwork before but which she isn’t allowing herself to do these days. Since triggering self hate she won’t allow herself anything. But if someone else is in control, well.. then it’s not her choice. And that is what she wants. So.. tied up, naked and warm for the moment she waits to see what he wants to do with her. She is ready to scrub floors or whichever sexual thing, she just wants her mind to be blank and filled only with what he tells her. Ah, the relief.