countrysweet

Country sweet

Hey my loves,
It's been a long long time since I wrote a blog. But I'm gonna give it a go.

I have gotten to the point where I feel love I dead and there is no happiness. My emotions are almost gone and I find it pretty sad just to go through day to day life. I at the point where I feel I will be emotionless in no time. What do it take to find true happiness again

Help!!! Need advice or need to know if I'm doing something wrong!!!

2 years ago. August 21, 2021 at 9:19 AM

Ok need some advice. To start off i know I'm a thick girl and I have had kids but I think I'm a beautiful woman. So here whats going on.... me and my boyfriend have been together for almost a year.. and we had sex 3 times counting tonight 4 the first few times was ok at the time I was in a place where he worked so it was in secret which did help so we both never really go off.. plus I was pregnant so we had to why til I left to really be together.. but now that we are moving in together and he say I'm beautiful and attractive.. how come tonight when we come back from the casino I take a shower come to bed and start sucking his dick the crawl on top and ride him he just lays there.. I mean he don't hard touch me or anything. I mean he got off but me I haven't had a big O in over 11 months. I want sex so bad.. but not with just anyone I want him.. I mean the whole time I'm riding his dick he just lays there. Another way to put it is he was a dead fuck.. all advice is welcome

NoClvrNickname(sub female) - Have you TOLD him what you like/want? You can’t expect him to read your mind.
“I really like being touched like ______” or “please kiss me here _____” or “I think it’s so hot when you do _______” or hell, take his hands and put them where you want them.

Quite frankly tho if you haven’t had an orgasm at all in 11 months, you can’t really blame that solely on him.

My $0.02 though, I’d have to get this figured out BEFORE moving in with someone. Finding out you’re sexually incompatible is going to be that much harder to deal with the further down that road you go

2 years ago

Puma(switch gender fluid) - transparency... That is my advice.... Take the chance and talk to him... This seems to go much deeper than just sex... Or I am reading more into it. If so feel free to disregard. But if I am close to the target, then again I would suggest speaking what and how you feel to him. You are not responsible for him or his actions! But you have a responsibility to your self to respect and honor yourself by requesting time to check in and see if he is still wanting this as much as you do. I know the idea of finding out he may not feel the way you do is scary, but either way you go, addressing it now or waiting until he decides to only adds to the consequence of feeling alone... regardless of his response... as you already feel alone, and depressed. And as for the Big O.... wait for no man.. or woman (for that matter) to deliver that to you... Learn you regardless if your partner does or not... sexual, mental and emotional autonomy is a freedom that has no equivalent... manifesting positive energy your way!

2 years ago