Im giving up almost all control to my Sir now. He has control over basically everything. I ate meatballs in gravy sauce today on the floor like a dog. I was trying to be clean about it but Sir reminded me that dogs don't worry about making a mess. So i put my face in the bowl and ate. My face was full of the sauce and i felt embarrassed and gross. I wasn’t allowed to wipe it off it i was finished and even than sir had me try to lick it off my face?.
I have no privacy either anymore. Im not even allowed to use the bathroom without sending a pic asking for permission totally naked except for my collar, sitting on the toilet. I have to send a video when i wipe as well cause Sir wants to make sure I don't touch my pussy more than needed. That is definitely the most humiliating part to me.
I got a new branding on my right hip curving alone the bone. Once again Sir pushed me till i cried but was there for me through it all. This one was not as bad as the one on my ass but my jeans are constantly rubbing against it cause it to hurt, but i like it cause it reminds me that the pain i suffer is for my Sir.
…i was a bad slave today…i talked back to my Master and was completely disrespectful. I am undoubtedly sorry for what i did but know that in order to learn i must be punished. Sir has denied me permission to cum for a week. I may be able to reduce that time but i don't know how yet. Every time i ask to cum adds another day to my denial. I deserve this