Thoughts From A New Me

Becoming You... 

To Becoming The You

That You Are Meant To Be... 

Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ? 

Fuck This Week !

i'm Starting Over... 

Fuck This Week 

Last Two Weeks,... Fuck It ! 

Starting Over 

Fuck This Shit! I'm Out

I'm Starting Over 

Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ?  

P.S. 

Two deaths in my family now. 

My boy losing his fucking mind and out of control. And the authorities doing absolutely nothing about it. 

Fuck This Week ! 

i'm Starting Over... ? 

Drift No More... 

Drift Away... 

i am a tumbleweed... 

Every time the wind blows. i roll on along from one place to another. 

Enjoying the sights, learning what I can, picking up more sand and twigs as I grow, then i roll along again. 

Best described to me. 

By another. 

That i was, like Michael Landen in the show "Touched By An Angel,". 

Only there for a short time, in each new town, and with each new person's, to learn from them as they learn from me. 

To help each of us find our purpose and move along to the next. 

Flattering, in a since... 

Yet, so very, very, very, lonely.  

When One longs for More... 

For i am a drifter.... 

Made to wonder... To help others... 

Forced to be forever alone..... ? 

Drifter 

When will One take hold of my hand, 

And Never Let Go. 

i Am Not Getting Any Younger 

As The Years Get Shorter. 

Needing Roots To Ground Me. 

Longing To Find What Comforts Me. 

Thank You 

Flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ? 

Whiplash... 

And more times than not. 

The getting to know you phase. 

Fucking Sucks.... 

Seems like one day everything is great, and the next day you are being pushed away, shut out, forced out, and Done.  

And this is from the Ones that don't just ghost Y/you for no apparent reason. 

Head Held High 

People often let us down in life. 

Good Damn Thing.... 

i'm doing me... 

i learn from all i meet in life.

i carry that knowledge with me.

And i am forever greatful, and thankful, for all the good and bad times. 

That's how i grow. 

If One cannot handle the ride, then it's a damn good thing they got off my merry-go-round. 

For i give all of me. 

i love fierce. 

i am strong. 

independent. 

i know what I want and need. 

You can either get on board, hold on for dear life, and enjoy the ride. 

Or go and find One who is better suited to Your Needs. 

i got me. 

This girl will make it with or without another. 

It would just be nice to have One want to ride that ride along side me. 

Yet, i hold out hope. 

That One Day i will find that perfect fit. 

The One who not only jumps on board but holds their hand out to guide me through my storm.  

Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ? 

Rise Above The Flames... ? 

All these thoughts run through my head.

All these emotions twist and turn my flames into a firery pit of turmoil. 

The flames engulf me. 

The beauty within me. 

Needy 

Greedy 

What on earth has gotten into me. 

Twisting 

Turning 

Spinning out of control. 

Save me 

Tame me 

Before i lose all control. 

Wanting and needing more than anyone is  willing to give. 

Hell, fire and fury. 

The gates of hell open to consume me. 

Holding me within the arms of what i have always known. 

Like a lamb lost in a void of its destiny. 

Claws of Creature's Unknown to me. 

Ripping, Shredding to get through to me. 

Finally, razor-sharp claws prick my skin. ohhh, sweet nothings of intimacy carry me, bleed me, and watch me cool. 

As i lay down and die in the hell from which i have died, a thousand deaths. 

Until i rise again. 

Flames higher than the despair that blankets the flames within me. 

Rising higher and higher out of the depths of hell, fire and fury. 

Out to where the sky awaits a new beginning.  

A birth shed of the old and bringing forth, new life. 

A new mindset and willingness await me. 

This is a new day a new me. 

And i will carry on. 

i will be free. 

A new day.... 

A new me...... 

As i rise above the flames... 

Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ? 

What A Tangled Web We Weave... ? 

My heart and soul are heavy today. 

My mind full of turmoil and chaos.  

While We Cry ?

Dance With The Dragon ? 

Moon Trance ? ? ? ? ? ? ? 

Thank You ?❤️? 

What one can only hope for. 

What i have a need to be for another, one day. ❤️?❤️ 

Let's Not Forget: 

She's Been Through The Fire 

Black Magic Woman ? 

Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ? 

Today Is A Good Day... 

Make the most of it. 

After all, it is the first day, of the rest of Y/your life. 

i was recently given a link. 

One that is used and lived by, of friends in this community. 

It is a way of living, a way of life, that i myself want to make a reality in my everyday life, and use in future relationships / dynamics. 

In hopes that You may find as much value in this as i have. 

The Ultimate Guide

To Conscious Relationships 

Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ?  

P.S.

Hope this is okay... 

Love & Light To You and yours. 

Thanks for being a friend. ? 

If Dreams Came True... 

I'd Find You... 

Dreaming Of You... ❤️ 

You Will Find Me 

I'll Find You 

I Met A Man 

Could It Be You

Waiting On You 

You Will Be Found 

Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ? 

It Starts With Me... 

Starts With Me 

Man In The Mirror 

I'm Doin' Me 

More Than Enough 

I Am Enough!!! ?

And So Are You!!! ? 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ? 

A New Friend To Comfort Me... 

This seemed fitting for the day. 

A poem by: RavenWolf 

I’ll never tell you that I’ve always been strong and able to overcome anything..
Because that’s not true at all.
There have been so many times that I didn’t think I’d be able to keep going, and I wanted to give up.
When life had knocked me down and beaten me up so viciously, I didn’t know if I’d see tomorrow.
But I did.
And the day after and the day after…
Until I realized that I was stronger than I thought.
I discovered something inside me that I didn’t think was there, a fiery strength that refused to let me stay down or quit.
No matter how loud the voice of self-doubt was, my will to survive and thrive was louder.
I would always claw my way back from rock bottom until I was able to see the light again..
And I couldn’t even tell you sometimes how I did it..
Being strong was the only choice I had.
I won’t tell you it was easy or painless, because so many times, it hurt like hell..
But that’s just part of life.
Growing, learning, overcoming, and rising above the challenges that are certain to come.
It’s not always pretty the way I keep going. Putting one foot after the other sometimes means I trip and fall a time or two…
But that’s okay.
I get up, dust myself off, and start back again.
That’s just who I am and will always be.
No matter how intense the flames of failure are that try to swallow me whole,
Count on me to rise out of the ashes each time stronger than I was before.
I don’t have it all figured out and can’t tell you where I’ll be next week..
And that’s okay.
I don’t have to.
But I will tell you that no matter what comes my way, I can handle it.
I got this.
And I always will.
|ravenwolf

A Gift Given... ? 

It's been a depressing, mournful day. 

So i went for my daily walk, and stopped off on the way back and treated myself to some comforts. 

There was also some worthers original & some dark chocolate. 

Mmmmm Good... ? 

Thank You 

flitterfly... :):):) 

DawnRobin ?