The Understanding Of My Reality
It's hard you know.
Entering into a dynamic and not allowing your feelings to get involved.
When in this day and age.
It seems that most only want a dynamic that is based on mutual understanding, respect, and need of both Dominant and submissive.
We become complacent in our need to have a purpose.
Falling Into a one sided affection of another.
It is not that we are not cared for or even loved, but only in the most affectionate of ways.
Thoughtful yet not compleate.
To take that step back, and realize that you are a willing participant in yealding to another.
You are bound to have feelings that resemble an undieing love.
Pay close attention and heed the words spoken to you.
For if you so choose to be a willing participant and serve unto another that speaks to you truth from go.
Do not fall into the delusion that you will be able to persuade another into taking you as more than what you are.
A willing participant in a dynamic of compassion, care, sexual bliss, and service.
To hold one another in the greatest of esteem, but to know that that dynamic will never be anything more than the close friendship it allows within the deepest of care.
Again, i am in a constant place of learning and growth.
To be apart of this life and hold so strong to a thought of wishes, full of prince charming in kink.
Lol
For the thought of finding another who wants IRL with one whom you live blissfully and happily forever and ever.
Is infact like finding a needle in a haystack.
It is unconventional and the likelihood of this happening is nill, to none.
Learning, growing, and understanding your place in order to have any such advancement in the life of kink is hard.
Yet one must realize that prince charming is not real, you are not a fairytale nor does the ending resemble the happiest of endings.
But if you allow, that magic can happen.
You can learn, grow, understand, and have meaning in another's life as they will have meaning in yours.
And grow in this lifestyle you will.
With an open mind, opened eyes, and an open heart.
To care for, and be cared for, with a love and a devotion, that one most likely will never find within the vanilla world.
Until it is time to evolve and move on yet again. To care for another and learn a different way, a new way to have this lifestyle presented to you is with equal measure of enthusiasm and care.
That is growth and understanding.
For with each dynamic we enter into, we learn and grow.
We consciously take on new and amazing adventures and learn to live in a different way.
A love that is more realistic and true to human nature.
i am no expert, i have many flaws and hang-ups.
i fall into the wrong way of thinking far more often than i would like.
But when push comes to shove.
i yet again.
Evolve, grow, learn, and come to a new understanding of what real life looks like.
i am honored with each and every dynamic i have had the privilege to enter.
To share and learn, weather it be with only a friendship a discussion or in a dynamic itself.
For the Dominants in my life are only but human.
Men who truly give honor and grace to their names.
Ones who teach me, guide me, and help me on my way.
And i hope that i myself have been as much of a gift and part of the growth and learning experience with them, and for them, as they have been with me.
i Truly, From every fiber of my being, Thank You Very Special Men.
The Dominants who have chosen to grow with me.
Who Choose me.
And care for me as i have had the privilege to care for you.
All of my love 💓
Thank You
flitter'fly... :):):)
dawnrobin 🥰
March 20th, 2025
