Thoughts From A New Me

Enjoy..? 

Merry Christmas Kinksters ? 

FlitterFly..:):):)

I had a dream last night. I dreamt I was walking along the top of an ice covered ocean. The ice was crystal clear. So much so that you could see through several feet of water. 

As I walked along, I had a deep feeling of peace, bliss. 

It was as if time had stood still. It was a mesmerizing experiance and beautiful feeling. 

All of a sudden, I caught sight of movement from under the Ice. 

As I looked, I saw a huge Maneray coming towards me. 

It was so big, that I had felt excitment building inside. A thirll to have such a sight appear before my very eyes. 

As the Manaray approachede me, I had noticed,  that he was on his back with his stomach gliding along the ice. He came right up underneath me. 

He was magnifacent, I was astonished and mesmerized. 

At that point, the ice started to melt. I was starting to panic. My anxiety was coming to a full blown attack. I could hardly breath, ready to cry, scared of falling into the water with this exotic creature. 

But then, something happened. A silence passed over me a hush of essence. 

And then, the Maneray spoke. 

He said to me. 

I will not harm you, Come.

So I preceeded to sit down, Indian style, right in the center of this magnifacent creatures stomach. As the fear begin to Rise again, and my pulse quickens. He says to me, it's not time for dinner yet and chuckles.

Then we begain our journey. As we glide so delicatly through the water, I am in complete and total awe...

I take in the magnifacents of this extraordinary exotic creature. To touch this mystery, to feel, hold, experiance, such beauty. To have this magnifacent, brilliant, phenomenon, gifted to me. 

Is so thrilling, pieceful, exotic, humbling, majestic, and purifiying. 

FlitterFly..:):):) 

So in my mind, I can't help but to think.That my dream is more of a friend. (my own self concience) Telling me I'm not alone anymore. That I will not drown or be forgotten. That I am safe, secure, wanted, needed, and loved. 

Now hear is where I am. 

I have been doing allot of soul searching, and a great bit of thinking.

(I know a bad combination) lol. 

And with this in mind. I have written a new blog that I will be posting soon. Crafted with the advisement and the go ahead from a friend.

I believe that the reason for this dream, or sight. Is because of the growth that I am experiencing, manafesting, building, in caracture of self awarenes. 

Does Anyone Else Wake Up Before The Roosters...? UGH..!!! 

Them.... 

Me....

Reality 

Verses 

Fantasy 

So I was told this.

In your mind BDSM is Reality 

But 

In my mind BDSM is Fantasy 

And I just can't seem to get this out of my head. 

To me BDSM is a way of life. A decision to be more. One that goes deeper then what we see in the vanilla world. 

I have said this ever since coming to thecage. 

This lifestyle and the more I see. The deepness that this entails. Is what marriage was supposed to be. 

Knowing Ones Self and knowing another better then they know themselves. The mind set. The all that we give to the other. The trust the security that we allow. 

No This Is Not A Fantasy For Me

This is in fact Reality. Or at least I shore as hell hope so. 

There has to be more that we give and take from one another then just games. 

The reality is that yes we are open in our kink. Yes the what BDSM means to me, goes so far deeper then what most can fathom or see.

So I ask this. 

Is BDSM Fantasy to you?

If so, how? 

Or Is BDSM Reality for you? 

If so, how? 

Thank You 

FlitterFly

Just my mood 

Sucks struggling with being

Manic / Depressive 

Highs Are Really High 

And 

Lows Are Debilitating / Deafening 

Been Hearing Allot

About Play List

And The Type Of Mood Someone Is In 

This Is Just A Few Of Mine 

Save me 

I have been listening to this song pretty much on repeat the last couple of days 

All of me 

What I have longed for 

My entire life 

AS long as I can remember 

Thanks To My Baby Boy 

Who Lives With His Father 

Whom Just Turned 11 

Enjoy My Lovely Kinksters 

Meet Jeffy 

BDSM 

Got To Love It 

Addicting 

Please Tell Me 

Who Invented The Internet 

A Big THUNK

To The Head 

FlitterFly..:):):)