So on my post, Learning Me.
I was asked ?
What was the change that surprised me most ?
My answer : Pain...
So I've been thinking on this answer more and more.
You see, I have lived my life where I have been harmed, degraded, hurt, mentally, physically, and emotionally.
I have had every game known to man, played on me. ( figuratively speaking )
Lived with a narcissist for over a decade.
Used, abused, cheated on, stole from, and left with nothing.
So for me to find pleasure, want, need, in being degraded, physically being spanked, harmed.
To enjoying the fight, the hunt, the Pain that I endure.
That change is what surprises me the most.
And the more I learn, and try and do.
The more I find that anything done in the right way, can be pleasurable, enjoyable, wanted, needed, and so much more.
Even a physical punishment, one given, meant to hurt and discipline, is expected, excepted, wanted and needed at times.
Growth....
Thank You
FlitterFly..:):):)
