Pieces of me...

I've been having some issues in life.  I used to get super upset at injustices and unfairness. 

Getting upset never benefited me. It was embarrassing and made things worse. 

I've come to terms with how people can be. That I cannot impose my values or beliefs on them. 

I've become comfortably numb...

Numb to the shitty people at work.

Numb to my desires as a sub.

I can say any degree of trust is off the table. Im not interested in being in a dynamic or vanilla relationship. I can't feel the pain anymore,  I'm better off alone.

I'm completely OK with that. All the time and energy I put into others I am now keeping for myself.