1 year ago. November 27, 2022 at 12:58 AM
It's been a bit...
I feel myself moving away from the lifestyle. Immersing myself in survival. The new apartment, school, work... There's a small pit in my stomach filled with missing you.
The ghosts farther now, but still lingering.
What I don't miss is the fighting and lack of understanding. The struggle I had just trying to love and serve you. The suffering.
Can this be it? Is this my happy? It's not so bad. Think I'll stay here for a while.
Bitter sweet...