Never did I really think that I would actually make an account like this but Kinkly brought me over here so I say why not try this.
Recently going through a break-up and just trying to clear my mind with different things and just trying to focus on me and whatnot. My ex broke it off with me because she really needs to work on herself because of her depression and how things are going into her life. I mean I did the best I can for her. In the 6 months of dating, we never really fought. We were always level-headed and just figuring things out together and having fun. Like our motto is. Good company with each other. I never really understood what made her break up with me when I thought everything was going well and we had everything lined up for each other and how to solve situations like this. However, she blindsided me and said let's break up, I couldn't even say what I need to say but yea... there's so much more to this but it's not really worth going into detail because it just brings a little heartache but I digress.
I started this account to meet new people or just learn from others about this world because I am fascinated about it because I always looking into BDSM and when my ex told me about more stuff and how I am a dom and how I like different things such as latex or heavy rubber/ bondage/ a little anal play (she got me into that) pet play and such she never judged me for it. What we did in the bedroom was mostly vanilla and dirty talking and such but I do want to go a little farther with her because she wanted to and we just never got there yet. so this is my place of exploration and sees what I can do to learn for myself and just have fun learning my body and learning different things.
So yea welcome to my first blog maybe this will be my only post but who knows. Right now this is just an escape from my reality.
