So my wife and I both have an exhibition fetish which is awesome! My wife is smoking hot and I love to shower her off, it also feeds into my ego of "look how awesome my wife is, you can look, maybe even briefly touch, (if she's cool with it.) But at the end of the night, she's coming home with me." I also would like to show off and be watched, or watch. But one of the issues I run into is consent. We've talked about online stuff and posting seems like a good idea. And for her, it is probably easier than it is for me. Oh, I should warn you before going farther. We're going to get into some hangups that are probably pretty silly, but hey it's my blog and my ramblings so you know there's that. For her, everybody or at least a good number of people are not going to be disappointed to see sexy lady ass and I'm sure there are folks here who specifically look for it. (not judging you do you boo.) but you know if you got used to my cute ramblings about how awesome my sub is or my talk about how barbarians in d&d would be so much cooler using a flogger and than BAM! penis, you may get a little upset. And I get it. I like penis, I really like it but you know there's a time and a place. Not to mention I have a few identifiable tattoos and really would not like to have my nudes ID'd on the internet it seems like I would have to find somewhere else. I mean sure I could mark my blog but at the same time digital exhibition gets messy in my mind, what if someone who didn't want to accidentally see's my pics, I feel like that's stepping over their boundaries. after all you didn't consent to see my penis or my butt, (although I have been told it is a nice butt.) and I can't control who does see the pictures. But at the same time, hey you could be like me and want to see that and would be pleasantly surprised. To be honest. I will probably end up posting something riskier pic wise on here but I can promise I'll overthink it quite a bit if I do.
Now getting away from the digital aspect and a whole new can of worms. Live exhibition. I want people to watch all kinds of fun things, I want others to participate and I want to watch. But it's not like I can walk over to my neighbor and be like "hey Mr. so and so, want to watch me do weird kinky stuff to my wife?" I mean I could but that's a great way to make class the next day super awkward. Like how do you find people for that? ok, I have a vague idea, back in undergrad it would of been almost uncomfortably easy but now, well there just aren't that many folk all that easy to find out this way. I don't know. Just something I was thinking about all day while my sub pranced around in that cute dress doing cute/sexy things, and thinking. Damn, I wish I could show her off. And thinking damn I'm killing this whole dom thing today. I wish I could show off. But alas no one was around to witness our awesomeness. I know one day this will probably be null as we reach out and make friends and hopefully head back to an area with more folks. But for now, I'm going to keep overthinking everything. I promise that tomorrow's blog post will be something more fun, maybe something about how awesome my sub is at being a sub, or maybe about my new d&d idea, and I'm working on a commander deck that is jokingly named the cat fetish deck. I don't know but it will be more fun than this post. I hope you all have a lovely evening and a kinky quarantine.