8 years ago. Friday, February 9, 2018 at 4:30 PM
My kink life has been slowly overtaking my private life. My slave and I have been branching into lifeatlye and less session based BDSM. Very recently I find myself more willing to give him orders and treat him as my property.
However, I still struggle with my family culture. I grew up in a very nuclear, patriarchal family and forcing my spouse to submit to me is uncomfortable a lot of the time. He craves for me to take charge and "put him in his place" and I want to satisfy his needs, but there are times when I feel my subconscious self recoiling from it, and from the pleasure I derive from it.