Looking for Myself

I consider myself a Newbie. I'm looking for answers to understand myself.

Branching Out

6 years ago. February 9, 2018 at 9:30 PM

My kink life has been slowly overtaking my private life. My slave and I have been branching into lifeatlye and less session based BDSM. Very recently I find myself more willing to give him orders and treat him as my property.

However, I still struggle with my family culture. I grew up in a very nuclear, patriarchal family and forcing my spouse to submit to me is uncomfortable a lot of the time. He craves for me to take charge and "put him in his place" and I want to satisfy his needs, but there are times when I feel my subconscious self recoiling from it, and from the pleasure I derive from it.

MissBonnie(dom female){oz} - Hang in there Muffin, it does get easier. I'm sure your doing fine. Give yourself a huge pat on the back for trying for your loved one, so many women dont. Never put yourself down for trying something that isnt totally what you want. You'll find if you are more yourself and less the media type of Domme that you will find it more enjoyable. I could write a mountain more of things that might help you but I might be listing things that aren't of help. If you need a shoulder or a set of ears to listen to you. My inbox is always open to you. I dont have all the answers but I do at least understand the questions.

6 years ago

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