I'm in a distant isolated place.
Geographically and mentally.
you are in my subconscious
thorghts.
And with me we as I walk.
I know this distance all to well.
I know my good night's can be
abrupt.
My sadistic cruelty has few
boundaries.
But with you I explore an inner
world.
And although it seems I'm far
away.
you are driving with me over these
long plains.
A day one day will come
when touch becomes
a phisical spark.
It's hard as hell to maintain
presence when distance is all
we have.
But I can say with faith that
dispite the distance
dispite how I come across
dispite my own callous nature.
I am with you with love.
I have looked over how
come across
And can see what was needed
was a tender moment to balance
out my brutal beast.
I know all to well that what
lacked was deep aftercare.
I can't say I have done wrong
because I lacked a self
awareness.
But if we are going to maintain
this.
I have to work harder and harder
still.
to reduce the distance
that phisical boundaries and
cercomstance have put
between us.
It's not with sorry but for striving
to to make you proud to call me
Master
