As experienced as I come across their are times when I get an overwhelming sence of fear of the unknown, life can be full of confusion, self doubt seeps into the every day. Pondering how I could have done better can lead into a spiral of self criticism. I have personality flors like all of us and there are times I tend to focus on these rather then positive attributes. It can be difficult for me to look at my self subjectively and when I do I can't always see what impact my behaviour is going to have or is having on others. There are times even as someone who is a Dominant and sadisticlly minded I fall into a vulnerable head space. I have a tendency to travel around extremes of behaviour. And then crash for days and weeks as I recalibrate.
I'm confused at the moment and little scared, I feel something is on the horizon I just can't tell whether it's going to be positive or negative.