Well here I am again the Newbie, just writing because it's good to express some of this out loud. I have been searching 4 people on the web for friendship. Of course being a newbie I want everything all at once. I want a domme I want a domme right now.. well life experience has taught me that never happens. Things that I want right away now are not what I need. I need time to feel myself out and talk with other people about how I'm feeling and what they have gone through. Patience.
Let's face it I'm no catch a 58 year old bi male and a newbie , people like myself come& Go off these sites , I mean newbies as a general rule. Patience, patience.
I need to get off my butt and take some action, go out to clubs where are the lifestyle Hangout. Not looking for domme,but to make friends to interact as friends. And then and only then will meet someone who can bound with me. Patience patience patience
Newbies are not very good at that I know I am one. I am just going to turn it over to my higher power and pray for it, don't laugh it works, I will find someone when I'm supposed to not when I want to, patience patience
