Truth

1. I am not a natural submissive. I have submissive tendencies. But to the right person I will submit naturally.  And I think I could be a slave in the right dynamic, which I never really considered. 
2. I just made my longest drive ever (almost 6 hours) to get dominated and used. 🚙
3. You can absolutely have fun and laugh in the middle of a scene. 
4. When asked how it feels when a butt plug is inserted, “ohhh that’s a bigger one” is apparently not the right answer. 
5. It’s good to really do a deep dive into the words and phrases you use to avoid confusion, and sometimes it reveals a potential fun opportunity for the future. 
6. I am not a masochist, and yet I somehow am wishing I had been beaten more this weekend (yeah that one really has me confused). 
7. My friend has a great deal of patience with me and I really and truly appreciate that. That being said I think he keeps a list in his head of things I should be punished for the next time I see him. 😬 
8. You cannot over exaggerate the need to hydrate especially when dealing with a pleasure Dom.💧
9. I really really like wearing a hood during scenes. 
10. I’m already wishing it was time to see him again.