SO LOST
I've been trying to call,
Call you up in the middle of the night
I've been in my own head for so long and I'm just wondering if you can teach me what love is ❤️
Maybe you can show me how to love, I have withdrawal symptoms of seeing you and all your pics of yourself all for all those to see
The world can see you but I want to not see your skin
Hey you, out there in the cold, getting lonely, getting old
Can you feel me?
Hey you, don't help them to bury the light. Don't give in without a fight.
Bought a ticket for a runaway train, like a madman laughing at the rain,
A little out of touch, a little insane
It's just easier than dealing with the pain, of not knowing what's going to happen.
Hey you, out there on your own, sitting naked by the phone.
Would you touch me?
Hey you, with your ear against the wall, waiting for someone, anyone, to call out
Would you touch me?
Hey you, would you help me to carry the stone?
Open up your heart, for I'm coming home
Teach me on what my heart longs for, walk down the streets without sight of you, it's so hard to walk alone.
When the skies turn to black as they change from sun to dark
When tomorrow is just another day on my own, sitting
I am a key that could use a little turning.
So tired that I couldn't even sleep, so many secrets that I couldn't keep.
I promised myself I wouldn't weep,
Which became one more promise I couldn't keep
Of the lost man I have come to be,
But it was only just a fantasy
Maybe my walls are too high, as you can see
No matter how I tried, I could not break free from my own pain of what hold me prisoner to FelLife in search of you
Seems like I should be getting somewhere, but somehow I'm neither here nor there and everything seems cut and dry
Day and night
Earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it could have ended up like this
It seems no one can help me now, I'm in too deep and there is no way out
This time I have really led myself astray,
Once you see yourself in BDSM, there really is no escape from what you want and what you are
There's no going back to vanilla as you won't get what you need there
Hey you, out there on the road, always doing what you are told
Can you help me?
Hey you, out there beyond the wall, breaking bottles out in the hall,
Can you help me?
Hey you, don't tell me there is no hope at all, for together we stand, divided we fall
You don't even have to do too much, you can turn me on with just a simple touch
I look all around and Sin City's cold and empty, no one's around to judge me
I can't see clearly when you're gone I said, ooh I'm blinded by the thoughts of what I want to do to you
Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile?
How on Earth did I become so jaded?
Life's mystery seems to have faded
I can go where no one else can go,
I know what no one else knows
Here I am, just drowning in the rain
With a one way ticket on a runaway train, to find my true self.... again.