1 year ago. February 25, 2023 at 9:31 PM
Who would think my life would change in less than 5 months.
oh yes, sex is great. I enjoyed the spanks, being chocked, the sex in public places and the cuffs.
The heartbreaking? Realizing I’m a very dependent person? How I have avoidant attachment and I can’t fully invest into something but at the same time I can’t let it go?
how I hurt a person because of that?
not so much.
i just wanna be happy and feel like myself again.