WEAPON X{Master}

New me .thoughts .ideas

Just decided to come back to the cage i sit and wonder alot anymore i have not told my kids but it think my cancer is back will kmow next month when i left i had two people i could and still can open up to i have decided that i sont care what anyone thinks anymore if they dont like what they read then leave my blog it is that simple

The truth

2 years ago. March 15, 2022 at 6:55 PM

What is the truth what good does it do to tell it hurt someone's feelings ? Split a family up or cost someone their everything.each person ever born hides a part away it may not be anything major but it still there .when I came to the cage I said I was honest loyal and caring loyal yes but I'm not sure on the rest any more .I've gotten to a point in my life I would rather be alone away from the world stay in my darkend corner .I have no joy in life at all anymore depression maybe but maybe I've seen the world for what it really is as much beauty as there is all I see is destruction or maybe I'm being blind who knows but at this moment I am EMPTY it's not that I'm not loved it's not that I'm alone .but I'd rather be out in the mountains in West Virginia away from people away from the world just stay in my dark place and enjoy the silence .

Bunnie - Sometimes it can seem like we only tell truth for ourselves… so we can sleep at night with a clear conscience. I’ve battled with this question too at times. One day I realised something though. It’s also about being a trustworthy person. I know that because I am honest to those around me, I am a person who’s word they can always trust, and they know that. They may not come to me for ego stroking, but they always come to me when they want truth. There are ways in which truth can be delivered that aren’t snarky or rude or brutal. It still hurts, yes… I’ve learned that real truths hurt the most, because we don’t want to face those things a lot of the time. For myself, I have come to accept that that’s where I want to be, because that’s where I find growth. It’s not for everyone… some people prefer the soft cocoon of lies, even if they’re only a string succession of “white lies.” Each to their own.
You’ve been doing a lot of introspection these last months/year, some of it up, some of it down. It’s always an important moment when we realise our cup is empty. Finding ways that refill it, that are entirely specific to us, is a very important necessity I think. For me, I went back to basics… i asked myself what made me happy and fulfilled as a child, and worked my way up from there.
Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I hope you find the peace you’re seeking.

2 years ago

trappedperhaps(sub female) - You’re not alone. I like the quiet too. I’ve chose as well to be alone secluded from most. It feels good to me.

1 year ago

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