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Submissive chris

The ideas and adventures of a lifelong worthless and obedient bisexual older white male
4 years ago. November 21, 2019 at 11:08 PM

I am totally naked, as i crawl into His family room where porn is playing on the huge TV and His friends are waiting. It excites me being submissive to both men and women but even more exciting is having Master introduce me as a dirty scum, trash slave to people who eye me with contempt. i love that they think i am trash. There are two men looking at me, wondering how far they can push me.
 
One pulls down his pants and has me suck his ass hole. i am thrilled not only doing it but also being watched by the other.  The other pulls out his cock, grabs my head roughly and begins pissing in my mouth – there is not much and i swallow every drop. 
 
Thus the evening begins. Master has decided not to video me. Oh, how i wish he would!
How i would love to be watched by millions as i am used as a urinal, fucked in mouth and ass by three men, my face slapped along the way as they  contemptuously spit on me.
 
One grabs my arms behind me and another whips my cock till i scream and beg him to stop. In my mind, i wish someone would take pictures to see my complete degradation and maybe so i can see to remember it all.
 
As each man cums the final time, he grows tired of pathetic me and pretty soon Master and i are alone.
 
Master is very pleased and requires his final blow job before i am allowed to leave. He tells me he knows a very kinky woman.  She is very bizarre and loves humiliating men in public.  He would love to watch Her work me over. On the other hand there is this black guy. Maybe.  Who knows? Master has many friends but he also has many slaves. i am just one of many who he chooses from time to time. 
 
Dressed to leave i meet him at the door. He turns and kiss his ass in pure gratitude.
Kissing his as is a symbol of our relationship.

 

slave chris

4 years ago. November 18, 2019 at 8:54 PM

Mistress Megan calls me a sissyslut and loves play games with my emotions. She likes to sell me her used sanitary napkins and tampons and demands that i lick them. She has me rub them against my cock until i cum.  She makes me so hot i can hardly stand it.
 
She has me go into an all gender toilet she has selected and in the trash basket she has placed a package of napkins and tampons from Her and a few from Her friends.  i take them and place an envelop in the basket with money in it.
 
i guess She or someone else comes to the toilet later and takes the money.  Oh how i worship Her napkins. i lick them and rub them all over my face and body just to be intimate with Her. This brings me to close to the devine Feminine!  i worship everything Female. I am so lucky to know Mistress Megan!
 
slave chris

4 years ago. November 5, 2019 at 8:02 PM

When Maya is in heat her vaginal juices flow copiously from deep inside her body directly into my mouth so i can drink every drop of her totally Female liquids while i suck her. Over the years i have swallowed a lot of Female vaginal juices but Maya’s flow is wonderfully large. 
 
Long ago i was told that by drinking vaginal fluids
i am drinking estrogen, the female hormone, and the more i drink the more i become less male and become more Female. It is a beautiful thought!

 

slave chris

4 years ago. October 31, 2019 at 12:00 AM

i am with Jimmy who thinks i am scum. He makes me come in the back door because he doesn’t want to be seen with faggots like me.  i crawl into his porch, strip naked and crawl into his bathroom and into his shower,  kneeling waiting.
 
Jimmy makes me hot. He slaps me, spits on me and calls me names. He backs into the shower so i can kiss his ass. i love that! my tongue is inside him, pleasing him givng him even more power over me than before. He backs me against the wall grinding his ass against my face. I feel worthless.  Then he faces me, holds out his cock and pisses all over me- his warm piss covering me, warming me up – I am His toilet- imam thrilled!
 
Then his pissing cock finds my mouth and enters as my lips wrap around it and I a swallowing as much as I can as I feel his strong hands on my head taking control of me
And suddenly my toilet mouth has become his personal pussy.
 
Jimmy takes a long time to cum and i love that because he envelopes me with his superiority. He knees my balls just enough to hurt. He slaps my face, pulls my hair, grinds his cock down my throat, demanding release and then my mouth is filled with his precious cum as he grinds to a stop.
 
He never says anything to me. He just leaves. i have permission to shower and clean up as long as i don’t disturb him.  i crawl silently out, find my clothes and let myself out.
 
i jack off in the car. I never say goodby or anything.  He will call me when he wants me.
 
slave chris

4 years ago. September 29, 2019 at 10:57 PM

i am in the mens room at the urinal when a stranger guy next to me show me his cock. “you want to suck me off,” he asks? I am thinking that i never met him before and how does he know i am a cocksucker. “

Yes, Sir,” I rely and we go to a stall, where i sit on the toilet, he closes the door for privacy and stands before me his cock still out from pissing. i suck him off as i have for hundreds of men, he cums down my throat, pulls out and leaves.

Joining my friends at the table, i tell them the incident and i wonder how the guy knew i was a cocksucker. i am an old man. i don’t carry a sign saying i am a cocksucker. One friend suggests that i have cocksucker lips with a slight curve in the middle from having sucked so many cocks but nobody else sees it. i don’t see it.

Another friend comments on how wonderful it is that in this modern world a man who needs a blow job can simply ask for one. Another friend wishes that Women were like that. That Women who need to cum should be able to come to any man and asked to be sucked off. i comment that i would love that since i am a cuntsucker as well as a cocksucker.

i order a cognac so purify my mouth. On consideration, i tell my friends we should not worry about what is not but only what is. A complete stranger looked at me and knew i was a gay cocksucker and gave me the privilege of sucking his cock and drinking his cum. I should be and am grateful for what i have.

slave chris

4 years ago. August 20, 2019 at 5:38 AM

the joy of serving a dominant man or woman, i learned a long time ago from dominant and kinky men who trained me to lick boots and serve in very nasty ways. i loved the nasty, the  crawling and serving but not being whipped, spanked and slapped.
 
One time a Master who enjoyed pissing on me, introduced me to my very first Dominatrix, who he paid for. He wanted to watch Her abuse me a little and make me Her toilet. She did something else too, She whipped my cock so skillfully that i came on Her whip. He took pictures of it all and i had the further thrill of seeing pictures of myself wonderfully abused by a very stern looking Woman.
 
After that, it had been a dream of mine to be abused and humiliated by Women. I love being powerless, frightened and totally at the mercy of a superior Woman.  Over the years i have served a few Women but always introduced by and in connection with another man.
 
It is a fantasy of some Women to dominate a big masculine man who they can bend to their will by the power or their Femininity.  Unfortunately, I am not a big masculine man -only a wimpy weak sissy, easily dominated by anyone. I don’t get any respect but i am what I am.

 

 

 slave chris

4 years ago. August 12, 2019 at 6:09 PM

“It’s been a long time,” he whispered as I slipped into their house trough the back door. “I’ve been taking pills but I just can’t seem to get my cock hard – maybe you can lick my ass hole a little and get me hard.”
 
i was glad to be there, although it had been years since i saw the couple. A number of years ago i was used as a bisexual submissive by a few couples but that number has dwindled, as I have grown older and older. This couple was way into their seventies and trying to remain sexually active. Good for them!
 
Wordlessly I crouched on the floor at the side of the bed waiting for their commands. Rose simply loved to be fucked by her husband and was waiting for him in the darkness.
 
They romanced each other, kissing hugging, loving.  Then Ralph whispered “Chris  - now.
 
Silently I crawled onto the bed behind him and brought my mouth to his ass hole. I lowered my lips to lick his balls and then crawled under him to take his cock down my throat before going back to his ass hole.  Even taking his cock into my mouth stirred him and I could fee him getting hard. Then I began licking his ass hole again, running my tongue deeper ad deeper into his ass, thinking to myself how much i loved sucking ass holes and how much i miss the old days.
 
He was fucking her now and their cries of happiness were music to my ears. How i love being submissive to nice people!
 
With a grunt, he came inside her while my tongue was up his ass.  i waited to see what I should next. He touched my head in a way that made me know he wanted me to suck his cock clean of his cum and her juices.
 
Then her hand was on my head pulling my mouth to her clit where I was given the privilege of sucking until she reached an orgasm.  It was beautiful!
 
“Clean me,” she whispered.
 
i moved my mouth from her clit to her pussy, sucking his cum out of her, the way I used to do in my younger days, loving the taste, the smell and being in a totally submissive position.
 
“Good,” she whispered.
 
That was my signal to quietly and without a word, slip off the bed to the floor and crawl, wordlessly out of the room and out of their house, leaving them alone together.
 
They had used me the way a submissive should be used and, having finished with me, my time was over. i drove home, hot, with the taste and smell of cock, cum and pussy I my nostrils and on my face.  Later i happily jacked off to the beautiful memory.

 

slave chris

4 years ago. August 5, 2019 at 6:34 PM

“Boy Bat” is a name coined by Mistress Regan to describe small lightweight plastic pink baseball bats. Her idea is to gather Women who have been wronged by men (probably every Woman alive). Women can describe how men have hurt them, and then, using these pink baseball bats, punish men in retaliation. 
 
It was Her notion that several submissive men like me would be there, perhaps naked and totally exposed so we could be hit anywhere by the pink bats, including our cock and balls. There might be a safe word the men must be those, like me, totally dedicated to Female Superiority and willing to suffer.
 
I told Mistress that She could count on me.  What a great idea!  i hope it works because I adore suffering for a Woman’s pleasure. I am waiting for Her to contact me and will give a full report when it happens.

 

slave chris

4 years ago. July 29, 2019 at 6:35 PM

i am frightened , naked, in the dark, in Mistress closet while i hear voices, a woman laughing, and a man groaning. Mistress is giving a show for would be Dominants. i am going to be in this show, so Mistress can demonstrate how low and disgusting i am and how She twists me around Her fingers.
 
i want people to watch me as She takes me lower and lower. i want people to see me degraded totally at Her command.
 
The door is opened and I am commanded to crawl before the people to Mistress feet, head down to the floor. Then I am commanded to stick my ass up and She whips me while people giggle.
 
 
There is a naked man, suspended before them, suspended by cuffed wrists, a spreader bar pushing his legs apart. While I kneel there, She whips his ass too….but much harder and he cries out. i am commanded to lick where She whipped him, rubbing my face against his red ass. i am then commanded to stick my tongue up his ass.  He likes it but She pulls me away and whips him again.
 
She has me crawl to his front and to prove that I am lower a slave than he is, She commands him to piss in my mouth and i hear a gasp from someone as his piss flows into me and i swallow as much as i can.
 
She offers me as a toilet for anyone there but there are no takers at the moment. Then She commands me to suck his cock while she whips his ass.  He cums in my mouth and She has me crawl and show my open mouth proving i have swallowed all his cum.
 
One of the Women calls me a pig in disgust. Later i discover She enjoys pigs like me licking Her ass.
 
But now, I am kneeling there, my face dripping with his piss, my mouth tasting of his cum, waiting anxiously for Her next command. i hope She will allow me to lick her feet.
i hope…i hope….but i know this is not about me. This is about proving Her power.
 
I await anxiously for her next command.

 

slave chris

4 years ago. July 21, 2019 at 10:54 PM

i am crawling naked on the floor before a small audience, looking up at Her whip high above me, licking Her boots. i must obey. She has chosen one of the men, tall and imposing to use me as his urinal while the others watch. He unzips his fly and i open my mouth, afraid of him and afraid of Her.  My lips circle his cock as he pees inside me and I gasp trying to swallow it all but it is too much for me and it dribbles over my worthless body.  He finishes and lick up the wet floor.
 
I am told to spread my legs and lean back. She takes careful aim and Her black whip hits of cock. It hurts but i need it to hurt.  She then motions me to the side while her next slave, a young Woman, crawls at her feet. Another man is chosen, this time to play with her breasts.  She loves the rough treatment and while he handles Her i crawl beneath her and suck her clit until She reaches an explosion. 
 
Lydia whips my cock again. She appreciates my obedience. OMG how I love being her slave!

 

 

slave chris