7 years ago. Saturday, January 12, 2019 at 5:50 PM
For me, being a worthless submissive is having a constant inner feeling of inferiority i must try to mask in order to function in the real world. Inside, i always feel helpless, worthless, vulnerable, weak willed and obedient.
i dare not show my submission openly because everyone, Women and men would walk over me. i want to be walked over by anyone but i have to live in a real world where advertising my submission would make life impossible.
Thankfully, there are a very few people, Women and men to whom i can reveal my submissive secret. These few take real pleasure in using me, abusing me, insulting me, humiliating me, degrading me as I really deserve and need. For now, at least, that is enough.