Submissive chris

i’m ashamed of myself for being so disgusting a submissive.
i’m sitting at the coffee shop patio across from M and K.
He leads me into the mens room where he locks the door,
He uses the urinal, demanding i get down on the floor
next to the urinal. He orders me to swallow.
i can’t help myself. i am so disgusted with myself.
 
Outside on the patio, sitting across from them again,
i am shaking as he tells Her what he did to me.
 
She reaches under the table and places Her used tampon in my hand.
She wants to see the nasty thing it in my mouth with the string on my chin.
People are all around and i am afraid. She urges me and urges me
and i do it.
They both laugh at my weakness and leave me there promising to contact me.
 
i don’t dare take it out of my mouth because people will see. i tuck the
string into my mouth and leave. Will i ever hear from them again, now that i have proved to them how obedient and disgusting a submissive i am? i don’t know.
 
i am ashamed of myself and yet, i know, i would do it again. i will do it again.
 
i am helpless.
 
slave chris