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Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

Hello all
I'm unsure if I should create a blog, my thoughts not all will understand, they may seem dark to some yet I find peace in who I am.
This journey is so very new to me and yet I am unsure if I will ever understand my self, yet I am finding peace and comfort in excepting myself.
I find myself writing down my thoughts that are constantly in my mind it helps calm the chaos.
I thought a blog may help me to better understand them.
9 months ago. Friday, May 30, 2025 at 1:23 AM

She sat by the water..
Sun rises sun falls..
Watching waiting.
For reflections to reveal..
Days nights pass..
No clear reflection
In sight..
Once found long forgotten..
She waits through
Sunshine and storms..
Her wolf by her side..
She watches him rise..
She follows him with
Her eyes..
He looks back..
As if beging her..
To follow to rise..
She rises from her knees..
Her wise wolf has reminded..
Her she no longer needs
To wait on her knees..
She no longer needs to wait..
The wind blows softly..
Whispers memories
In its breeze..
Reminding her..
Her kindness is not
Weakness..
Her forgiveness not
Her downfall..
Reminding her
She is worth more
Than what ifs..
If the world was perfect
What if..
If distance wasn't water
What if..
If the path we travel
Wasn't built apon rough ground..
If acceptance wasn't built
On what ifs..
Reminders of perfections.
Yet what ifs..
Reminders of worth..
Yet what ifs..
Each step she takes..
Each imprint left in
The dirt reminds..
She is better than
What ifs..
She refuses to belive..
That what ifs
Define worth..
She refuses to belive
That what ifs
Stops possibilities..
That what ifs
Mean she has stars
In her eyes..
Her eyes shine bright..
That what ifs
Make you naive..
She believes what ifs
Lead to possibilities..
She will no longer
Wait for what ifs..
She is not a
What if..
She is so much more..
She is a wolf, she is wild
She sees light in darkness..
She is a empath..
She is the seeker of
Lost souls..
She is so much more
Than simple
What's ifs..

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