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Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

Hello all
I'm unsure if I should create a blog, my thoughts not all will understand, they may seem dark to some yet I find peace in who I am.
This journey is so very new to me and yet I am unsure if I will ever understand my self, yet I am finding peace and comfort in excepting myself.
I find myself writing down my thoughts that are constantly in my mind it helps calm the chaos.
I thought a blog may help me to better understand them.
23 hours ago. Thursday, April 30, 2026 at 10:39 AM

Anticipation builds the moment her eyes open. 

The hours before they meet feels like forever.

Excitement and nervousness rush through her body.

Something new so scary yet so exciting.

A hunger she knows burns within.

Trust built over time leaves her with no fear.

She knows she is safe with him.

To be naked raw intimate primal.

To allow your mind to be free to simply follow instinct.

To let go of all inhabitation.

To allow him to lead.

She stands before him not knowing how to lead.

Simple touch calms racing thoughts.

Commands lead to quiet.

No need to think.

Hands trace skin.

Every curve every inch.

Soft gentle yet strong.

He leads.

Time disappears somewhere between pleasure and pain.

In that moment.

She is his.

His to use for his every need.

She has a hunger a desire to be used by him.

Lost in a moment time and place.


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