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Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

Hello all
I'm unsure if I should create a blog, my thoughts not all will understand, they may seem dark to some yet I find peace in who I am.
This journey is so very new to me and yet I am unsure if I will ever understand my self, yet I am finding peace and comfort in excepting myself.
I find myself writing down my thoughts that are constantly in my mind it helps calm the chaos.
I thought a blog may help me to better understand them.
10 months ago. January 20, 2024 at 3:33 AM

When trust is broken
Words softly spoken
Lies whispered
Through deceitful lips
Every second spoken
Tears though the soul
And shatters it into
Tiny bits
Shards that shimmer
Now fallen on the ground
I watch the breeze
Slowly carry them away
Once I would have scrambled
To gather every peice
Now I beacon the
Storm to blow
Not wanting to re build
Allow the peices to flow
For what can not be whole
Can not be shattered
Once more
Into the darkness
She walks
It's her home
She hides behind
The shadows
To once again
Become unknown 

Drinfear​(dom male){Owns PFP} - If it quiets your mind and allows you to be YOU, go all out, little one.. That's all that matters, being comfortable with yourself.. Took Me YEARS alone to realize that, but I was alone by choice, though, too.. I KNEW something needed fixed, just wasn't sure WHAT, or even less HOW to do so.. If you ever need a shoulder to lean or cry on, an ear to listen, feel free.. I'm almost always online..
10 months ago
buckle bunny​(sub female){Walkalone } - Thank you for you offer I'm just a Lil shattered atm... I walked alone quiet happy and content and didn't seek another..yet he walked into my world and changed it all, now once again I see all the shattered peices and its easier just to watch them blow away
10 months ago
Drinfear​(dom male){Owns PFP} - I completely understand, and have had it happen to Me as well.. It is NOT a good place to be or feeling to have.. Like I already said, at the risk of repeating Myself, which I ABHOR doing, My mail is always open if you want/need to talk, little one..
10 months ago
buckle bunny​(sub female){Walkalone } - Thank you
10 months ago

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