the grassy knoll

I'm not even going to try and organize this but I feel it should be said here, in the context where it will continue to take an effect. 

Wasted my goddamn time. Wasted my feelings, my energy. Sure it's nice to know I can care but wow, fuck you. Lying? Of all the things you could do, of all the ways you could have tried to explain yourself. Lying and going behind my back to be with someone else is an insane concept to me. You're the monogamous one! I wouldn't have even cared, likely. You're a fucking coward, Travis. Willing to step aside and let go of something real and tangible, something that probably scares you. Everything you ever wanted. Let it all go, be alone. Let your life get ruined. 

Stay miserable, you piece of shit.