Online now
Online now

the grassy knoll

roll around in my head with me
9 months ago. February 2, 2024 at 5:15 AM

I thought I had felt lost before 

flitting like a leaf in the wind 

aimless and void of life 

mere existence 

 

when your only comfort is that the past can be meaningless, if you need it to be 

it sets you adrift

over and over and over and over and over again

with no roots 

in soil or in mind 

how can you keep from

floating 

flying 

losing your way 

 

allowing space to feel

to heal

is foreign

and feels benign 

but here we are 

"doing the work"

trying new things 

hoping for new outcomes 

punkbratxxx - thanks to everyone who has provided support in the comments. it is hard for me to engage meaningfully but I appreciate it.
9 months ago
SchrodingersDinosaur​(switch female){N/a} - No worries on feeling like you have to engage, meaningfully or otherwise, punkbratxxx. I dare say most of us have gone through the unmoored and feeling a little lost raft of emotion a time or two. Use this place as you will… for meself I call it *dragging my demons out into the light* - they may not completely shrivel up in the sun but it makes it easier to fight em when you can see em. You pour out your internal struggle beautifully, I’m sure reading your words will help someone who is feeling the same kind of pain. *hugs* ~ Henna
9 months ago
Oliver Void​(dom male) - Lonely, flickers in endless night,
A solitary flame burns bright.
Seeking more than enkindling to cast,
A twin flame for my fire, at last.

Drifting, yearning for a spark to share,
A dance of flames in the frosty night air.
In solitude my warmth I've honed
For a union of flames, together, we're home.

Through darkness, Illumination, beacons of hope,
On this complex journey, alone, I learn to cope.
Yet, in my core, a fervent plea,
For my twin flame, to come to me.

Together, we'd blaze,
Two flames as one, burning bright.
passion and love
For that twin soul, I dream of
-embers.
9 months ago
Oliver Void​(dom male) - "It was always you." — Maroon 5, "It Was Always You"
9 months ago

You must be registered and signed in to comment


Register Sign in