Thoughts of an orphan

I did another ritual today.  I try to stimulate all the senses, so have something to taste, smell, hear, as well as touching myself. I also use a visual stimulus of someone who for me embodies the Goddess. I mastubate in a circle of candlelight dedicated to the Goddess.  When I come, I am coming for Goddess and my intention is still to unite my spirit and my sex, my soul and my dick, in the Oneness of the Goddess. And then I cum and it's pretty f***ing powerful!!!

I kinda wonder if I should video myself doing this?