Sapphire's Soul

Today I planned my day

And found out at the last

That sometimes I worry too much

That life just moved too fast. 

I tell myself it will all be okay, 

Because it has to be,  right?

Maybe one day. 

I don't keep secrets

But from myself

I can be open with most 

Everyone else. 

Sometimes it is hard

To say how I feel

It's something new,  something surreal. 

I can't help but wonder,   why me, 

So many others, for the eyes to see.

I know what I want

I have to wait

And in the meantime, 

Fight the words 

That leave me 

To fate.