2 years ago. Thursday, April 6, 2023 at 3:24 PM
No.
I won't ignore my feelings.
I won't be silent about them.
I will sit with them and process them.
It's not my problem they trigger you.
I won't water them down for you.
I am complex.
Many layers.
For most of my.life, I was told to be seen and not heard.
No!!!!!!
I WILL be seen AND heard!
Your red flags make a beautiful gown for my exit.
Your performance was convincing.
I was always faithful.
Emotionally and physically.
To everyone but ME.
So, NO, I will.not shut up.
I will cry if I want to.
Scream into the void when I need to.
Heal because I have to.
You were not ready for me.
You won't be ready for anyone
Until you are ready for yourself.