I don't know what is going on with me today.
I can't seem to connect to anything going on around me. Am I too emotionally exhausted from yesterday's writing, cuz there is another story burbling in my brain but does not want to come out.
There is a sub I might like to write on here but nothing witty is at my fingertips to start a conversation with. Plus there is a detail that concerns me.
My card games are off. But part of that is FUCKING MORONS for partners in Spades.
Even my solitaire is not working.
It is days like this I need to force a subbie to all fours, grab her shoulders and stuff myself in a hole and pump til I can pull out and finish up with my load on her back. Then throw a towel on her and tell her to clean herself up.
And it isn't even 10 am yet.
Fuck