Katastrophe incarnate

I’ve been on this site for a couple months, thought of trying the blog thing a few times, but never felt like the right time. 
  Guess that’s changed a bit. I woke up today with a thought and I felt like sharing. Who knows when I’ll decide to share again, but here we are. 
  I’m mentally gearing up for my birthday tomorrow, complicated feelings abound. But I will get past that and come away another year older, hopefully a little wiser, and definitely a little calmer. My partner is doing his level best to keep my mind occupied that’s for sure. He can always tell when I need a distraction and this is no exception. 
  Obedience has its place in our dynamic of course, but a little defiance followed up with an appropriate consequence? Well life would be ever so dull without a taste of chaos here and there, wouldn’t it?