11 months ago. December 10, 2023 at 6:32 AM
It's a terrible thing, when you identify
with Austin Powers. But I've never
seen the point in denial. Dishonesty.
Lying to yourself is the most foolish
of deceptions. I've lost my mojo.
I don't know where it went, or how
to get it back, but it isn't within me.
That spark. That fire. The devilishness,
the joy in the game. Teasing. Taunting.
Playing and prancing and performing.
Gone. The brat in my soul reduced
to ashes. I'm quiescent, or maybe
crushed. I don't know. I don't know
where I've gone, or how to find me.