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her fur, was an antennae to the pain and hate within the house. the bottled up emotions, sufficating and stifling her soulfire. her Ocelot clawed at her to take over, she was thirsty. so used to stream, well, spring water, glacier water, city waters cycles clogged her antanea throwing her off balance. she was trained to deyhidrate herself rather than drink it. she watched as dogs and cats shunn it as well following suit. she used to scream like a female cat fucked when she tried to shower or bathe.
it was raining, no umbrella or coat. it was blisfully brisk
she stormed out the door like an addicted meth addict searching for her high, clawing her cat came out, shifting into something far more wildly primal. she didnt make it far. the lilac bush grown far over hear head called to her, she pawed at it getting wet with its drops of dew,nectar, and rain. She remembered the reality of who she was within licking as a deer without fear of the neighbors lost in a land of low income video games and sex. she playfully pawed dancing around the lilac lovingly as she would lick a lover till her belly was basted with bloomed hydration. the air curled around her like a lovers leash reminding her more was needed to fill her beautiful body. she found it was not simply a need for water.... her eyes and ears she found were as wanton for the sounds, sight and even her nose needed the nourishment of nightfalling rain sparkling like drops of dimonds off of lilacs... she walked and walked and walked under a full moon, a memory of a gypsy leaving prison camps subconciously ruling her feet she fled finding freedom in a maples magical union with water. tasting again licking its waterfall winding down its trunk she treasured the treat mama earth shared with her.

Desire for something higher,
as flames of lust consume my bodies pyre
Voices of my heart speak to my mind
 I need more time before a bind
of lust or trust 
let me heal
because the whips lacerations to me still  feel
very bloody raw and real
neglect of past aftercare
has been my body  and hearts love afair
sacred love protect me
feel, hold still, and just be
she says, body mind and spirit
as I sit meditate in  leaves, my whole body makes time to hear it.
as I sit I hear it say
prance and frolic smile and play
but save love for others for another day
that I may heal and not decay
my heart speaks to me a message relay
patience of a growing seed
is really what I need
before jumping in fields of lust
plant some seeds deep of trust
give them tender loveing care
and remember those seeds over there
those ones there,  see have started to sprout
pay attention dont make them shout
heart and body intertwine to feel
spirit soul and body heal

**** bucket list goal complete**note to self**add back to bucket list and complete every month. any future dom and sub will of course want to encourage me in this.***

surrounded by cookie cutter homes,
I ground my feet and hands in the loam

blissfully alone

I start to roam

in the middle of a field

I yeild 

to my wild cat clawing to get out...

surrounded by cookie cutter homes,
I ground my feet and hands in the loam

blades of wheat whisper on
my bare skin as I slide through on all fours
surrounded by houses
finally field
wonderfully wild
I wander in my sacred skin
born with tigers eyes I pounce and play
with beetles, dragonflies.
collar free I am me to be.
in the middle of a field

I yeild 

to my wild cat clawing to get out...
focus on freedom
primitive glorious wild coexisting
colorblind unwind to relearn love.
warmed by a blanket of starlight
crickets chirp me a lullabye
waking to wild geese honking
worship the scent of wild wheat treasure
trees teaching us wisdom
bucket list goal complete
**note to self**add back to bucket list and complete every month. any future dom and sub will of course want to encourage me in this.

She found him online, in heat and craving wild connection. Everyone was on a holiday break and had gone home for her apartments as well as the surrounding ones.  They didn't speak much at all. He took bunjie cords wrapping them around her wrists roping them tight. He kneeled on her legs preventing her from moving holding her for a few hours, breathing in her ear. Licking her lobes like a cat. She wondered if the cat she felt was inside would ever claw its way us shredding the skin of the human finally taking over. Triumphant over her tailbone a tail... She felt it, as he held her down. Just their tops of he fondled her breasts gently.  He asked about going down on her, she said she was on her period. Perhaps another time. He slid a trail of kisses down her chest, stomach to her pleasure palace, licking with his tongue.. ?! What the Fu... He laughed I want it. He said. I don't care. He slid his tongue in, slurping, for a while shocked, more than anything and interested in this new and somewhat pleasant experience she smiled. Moaning and gasping. He slid his penis in playing with her hair as he finished. He held her longer... Went to use the restroom, while she waited nervously wondering is his Hispanic ass would leave her like this or what else he would do with no one around. Before dawn he rose, untying her, and left. Never returning with anything but the tenderness of the only one to tie her up and taste her blood willingly.

Yes.

Goddess looked him over, with a gleam in her eye

he was sleeping soundly, chamomile is great sometimes for so many things.
he woke  to the soud of her leaving the apartment and the elevator sliding her down to a diffrent realm. find himself chained with a note 'see those, those are your toes. teach them how to smile again.
his wrists were chained to his ankles with just enough room to reach the bottle. bit of room and olive oil with rosemary.
he could hear her laughing in his head knowing he had work in 15 minutes.

 there was a fresh bowl of kiwis and rasberries  on the table waiting so far out of reach. 

Don't touch me.
eat with me for weeks bringing together
food from the forest farmers markets, fishy fun, feast with me
Don't Touch me,
Validate the time I took with your tax dollars
Listen and learn what is best for you to eat and teach me how to tie
Knots to use on the trees, your knees and mine letting bunnies get roped in
you in this way are my master knot I
Don't Touch me
fill a squirt gun with your cum gather leaves from your lawn, and every state you travel to.
don't touch me.
don't touch me with your fingers as I take a picture of the life we live in the mirror a hotel room filled with plant life or wonderful feelings in the woods
don't touch me
tie me to the bed paint me with 20 different brushes
don't touch me with your fingers
take each leaf separately of leaves gathered from every rest area you've been to,  caress my body playing Pictionary
don't touch me with your fingers.
take the nectar from in between my legs
with a basting tube and make me watch while you drop it into your mouth drip by drip
don't touch me...
for days after work tie me up pamper the leaves and tips of the squirt gun with your kisses and shower me with their magic
don't touch me
sing to me play your guitar, harmonica,
allowing me space to crave becoming  the guitar in your hands
serinading you with sound
ground yourself in my sound when life gives you too much
sing to me just out of reach 
till I realize my pores are reverberating with the reverence and respect you have for my soul
till every pore of mine remembers and cherishes the frequency, the entire scope of your feelings
serinading you with sound
ground yourself in my sound when life gives you too much
hug me chained naked with a big fuzzy blanket bear hug
Dont Touch me
make a mold of my pleasure palace while wearing gloves masturbate with it while I watch waiting and wanting more than just permanent marker soft colorful swirls on my skin but do that too.
swirl a palet of water colors all over my skin
don't touch me
wipe it off with a warm wash cloth,
cover me with fruit your favorite and mine then shove it inside of me with a wooden spoon
stick it in my mouth till I swallow it all
 don't touch me at all.
let me do the same to you for weeks and weeks after months of lunches shared songs, sorrows and laughter
don't touch me with anything but leaves from your favorite tree
during that time all over my lips face shoulders and every other place you cant wait to touch with every part of your skin
whisper with the gun inbetween my legs do you trust me yet every night after till I explode onto a silver spoon you slurp
savor the syrup of patience and pleasure as I savor
reverence of your touch
touch me and treasure the trophy of my trust

As an online partner to a few for years, meeting first online I always became high off the feeling of meeting them after they earned my trust.  the nervous system turns into guitar strings or a harp the last few steps onto a roller coaster ride that could break while your upideown and you're or world is out of your control. Mmmm taste that? There is in this moment no need for alcohol. The body has plenty of drugs all its own. Savor the flavor of trust of a partner who walks away without sex for that first weekend sending you back satisfied with sensation of skin touching skin senses shared similtaniously 

Treasure the thought as I of the touch of knowing a partner years denying them touch, taste, smell of your skin and vice versa. Connect on a sensual level as a treat via smell similtaniously. Eat the same meal half a country away and fall asleep connecting on a conscious level waking to their call or taste. Something sweet they send you in the mail.  Oh lovelies it can be done. Oh lovelies it can be fun.

In a dark room, with only a blue glow from the tank, and the bar to the side, they slip on their masks. Into two seperate tanks they sink in to an 8 foot glass water tank. diving to the bottom they chain themselves to plastic d ring chains. Goddess tosses them chains for their arms as well, one beautiful sub and one handsome sub are ready for waterproof remote controlled orgasms from the hand of their Goddess's hand as Goddess watchs them wreith in the water. oh joy. Goddess  slides her hands down her skirt as they watch bringing fingers back up to her  lips she walks away before either of them can finish, finding herself fruit for a blender.  The last ingredient a spoonful of her happy sauce is spooned into the mix. little milisecond zaps to the remote let them know their Goddess has not forgotten them. though, as the blender turns the Goddess has set the remote down to watch them wreith and moan. for a moment she walks to the glass tapping with one finger opening her lips with the other and prances back to the blender pouring the smoothie into three seperate cups... Goddess sits in the movie style chair to watch and sip clicking the remote to create just the right show to relax to.
as Goddess watches licking her lips with facination at the breath control while writhing bodies dance with water bubbles and rings, she sips part of the next drink leaving half then moving on to the next. slowly Goddess removes her dress, climbing the steps to the pool to unlock the chains as the timer buzzes alerting all of a 10 minute mark. she dips her legs in twirling.  "breathe deep beautiul sub" keep it slow. most other days she had already unlocked them. however today she had pushed the boundaries by 10 min.  the oxygen was good for another hour at least her subs did not know that though. as she slipped in  with a mask of her own Goddess dangled keys sweetly in front of the dark haired sub. after a few more moments Goddess unlocked her sub, handing the keys to her for relase of the other. while Goddess watched. as she sipped slowly a bit more of each leaving them both just a taste to savor as they kneeled at her feet dripping wet.

the stars are out and as you have been a good sub, we walk back to the portch in the backyard. you pull out the ropes removing your clothing. goosebumps quickly cover your skin. I give you an inspection turning you round slowly admiring the goosebumps trailing you with  satin gloved hands.  I take out one  mold kit of your penis bending you over the deck. I hand the olive oil rosemary mint bottle to you, and you lube the mold bent over. after three inspections before satified swiping your ass each time you fail, I reward you by   shoving it in your mouth. with a vibrator attached and work it a bit. I pull out another mold of your penis lubing while you watch eyes glittering with excitement. as I lube it slowly, waiting till you whimper for me  to work it into your ass. I do ever so slowly cherishing your goosebumps, your moans, and your body shiver quivering. you squat on command as I rope you to the bars on the deck and to the ground with stakes. mold slowly working in and out of you pausing with the knots taking my time. I quickly remove the mold listening to the music of your moan. walking away to turn on the hose I return with cold water for your ass. one hand pleasuring your penis the other working the hose.  stopping suddenly several times I remove the hose splashing your nipples,and penis listening with pleasure to the crickets. we watch the lightshow of lighning bugs together. removing the mold from your mouth, you sing to me the song you have been practicing the past few days. the mold with the hole fits snugly over the hose to comfortably fit in your ass. without cumming your pleased to provide me an hour of continued pleasure in watching you air dry after before removing the ropes to sleep in the cage next to the bed.