neu·tral (having no strongly marked or positive characteristics or features)
There's a difference between being submissive and power neutral. Power neutral service is how I serve the communities I'm part of. Since high school I've helped in organizing events, serving other people, and volunteer in a non-profit programs. I seek ways to help those around me and when I did, I feel useful and fulfilled.
Spending a lot of time in organization really shape my character. I can't help but to reach out when I see someone in need. I want to help, whoever you are no matter what's your status.
Here, (some) people misundestoond my power neutral service as an act of submission. For me, service is the act of helping people while submission is where I'm putting myself unde the control of other.
Sometimes I got into an awkward position when I try to help and this lead people to think I'm being submissive towards them.
I'm only doing what feels natural to me. I'm sorry if this is misleading, but I hope you could understand the reason behind it is purely because I want to help.
and please take note that my submission won't come that easily.
