I was having a conversation with a friend today about some messages I had been getting. Ladies, you know the ones, where the fellas are like, “ I got yada and I own yada, and I can give you yada, you ain't gotta do nothing but yada, I yada yada got you..”
UGH!!!…… Peacock much mf?
Then I was telling her about a conversation I had had this morning with a new friend, and how I was worried about my new friend thinking I was a “gold digger.” I do love my friend, for at times I really am a simpleton. She pointed a few things out to me that I had missed and then suggested I kill two birds with one stone. (no pun intended😘)
So for the record, To any and all who know or may care to know me, let me make one thing abundantly and crystal clear,........
I AM NOT THE PRINCESS, I DO NOT NEED SAVING. I AM THE QUEEN. I GOT ME AND MINE. I DO NOT NEED NOR DO I WANT A MAN TO “TAKE CARE OF ME” IF I WANT IT, I GOT IT, I’LL GET IT, I’LL BUY IT.
I spent many years being with a man whom I had unknowingly let have control over me in every sense of the word. I left that shit years ago and never looked back. I have made damn sure that I will never again have to ask a man for anything, ESPECIALLY when it comes to money.
What I want, what I’m looking for can not be bought, can not be sold. Now don't get me wrong. I’m no different than any other female. I like nice things, I’d like to look down and see shiny things on my fingers and wrists, nice clothes draping my body, expensive smell good on my neck. Who wouldn’t……But these things are not what's important to me. I do no NEED them things to be happy. I want to be loved and accepted for being me, unconditionally. I want to be safe and feel secure in knowing that I am protected. I want to be cherished and adored for the person that I am, To be nurtured and be allowed to grow in any direction I want. I want to matter to someone for the Love and Light that I have in me that makes their world brighter and happier. I want to be valued for what I can bring to the table emotionally, mentally, spiritually first…then and only then I want to be worshiped for what I bring to the bedroom/playroom/ dungeon room…..
To say to me, “you look like you would be fun,” is the same thing as saying to me, “you are nothing.”
I am not that little girl on the playground anymore. You can not hand me candy with one hand while shoving your other hand into my panties. I am not that scared, beat down house wife that thinks she's worthless and deserves less anymore.
I Am Lady Stone muther fuckers…….
act accordingly.
