Simple Chaos

My journey of self discovery. Finally able to hear and follow my intuition, to reach the Higher me The God's deemed me to be.

She's is gone. It doesn't matter that I did everything to the letter. Just goes to show you that if your brothers wifie wants your daughter... Then rabbi, former meth cooker turned preacher and money can have whatever they want. I don't know how to live with this... min to min....sec to sc. I don't think I can, fucking frankly, I do not want to. I got nothing left... Where is the justice. Money.. money is where apparently. I've thrown my guts up since they called. STOP SHAKING YOUR HEAD WITH THAT TOO PERSONAL SHIT.... Don't you get it.... I GOT NO WHERE ELSE TO GO!!! No one gives two fucks about another no good dead beat chic. I AM THE KENTUCKY CLICHE. Know what the fastest thing in Kentucky is? A 12 yr old virgin with 4 older brothers... LMMFAO!!!! I had 3 and one a few years younger....😆😆😆 I need.....idk.....but things don't....I don't want to be anywhere anymore... Idk what to do but puke and cry....I think I scream sometimes....the chaos is too much...idk what to do..... someone please... tell me what to do......help me cause the dark abyss is looking like a much nicer place....idk...

duchessbutterfly(sub female){NotLooking} - If you're in the US, dial 988 and talk to someone there.

1 year ago

I'mME - Sit down with yourself, talk to yourself clear out the shit in your head. Yes shitty mother fucking things is sounds like.

What do you want ? Be very clear on this.
If it's a million dollars, what steps do you need to try and accomplish that? Small goals to get to your biggest goal.

Idk the particulars of your situation. Your child, idk how old, does it matter?
You love your child, you want your child in your life.

That is a GOAL.
I am aware of how it is to not have any money , no ody standing beside you.
I am aware of just how it FEELW TO STAND ALONE.
But I be damn if I let a system, people, money, fucking run me around.
If you need some support, or someone to dig around and research, listen to you I am here.

Nonya

1 year ago

Lady Stone - Treasures every where.....bless you. I could very well be looking wrong way but I need to find a probono family lawyer in or around Danville KY...... I found out the one court appointed didnt do shit.......nothing. Ive also nailed down all the ones that have a say in this, my therapist ..crisis counselor , my lawyer, who I have let go....and lastly the case worker......after knocking all her "reasons" out for why they wont let me have her........ " ...you say transportation is tough for you....what are you gonna do when theres an emergency with G?" Girl.....took all I had not to come unglued... I told her that there were millons of parents out there raising kids with no vehicle.
In the end..... she didnt have much to say.
I dont trust another court appointed fraud.....I do work and can pay....just not like a bunch at one time. Legal aid has turned me down..... So yeah....thats where I'm al
I truly want to thank you for any help you can give.
Love and Light to you and yours.

1 year ago

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Lady Stone

Simple Chaos

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