Abyss

                    In the spirit of being honest...

              Positive attitude will move Mountains

             (don't believe me? That's your negativity) 😝😝

                                      💖💜💙

                             Treat yourself first,

                   there will always be bills to pay

                              stress to endure

                                 Treat yourself

                                 you deserve it.

                                     💖💜💙

I am chaotic mess

with no guide,

no purpose,

no sense of direction

I move with the wind

my attempts to be unseen 

are futile. 

 

My beauty shines

red lipstick attracts

my ass holds the masses.

 

Do you see my intelligence? 

Do you believe the mask?

Are you charming enough to break the ice?

 

I am walking with contradictions:

Reserved, but loud

Serious, but humorous 

Dense, but intelligent 

Practical, but care-free

submissive, but dominant

Lazy, but hard working

 

❣Beware I am chaotic mess.❣

  You have been warned. 

 

                       😈⭐ My fantasy ⭐😈

                  I am in heat...🙊

https://www.sex.com/pin/60065275-bound-and-fucked/

A friend asked why a man should face jail time if they refuse to pay child support while a woman gets off free.

                                    🤔💭🤔

My first response was why is he refusing to take care of his child?

Why can't he take responsibility for his actions? 

Didn't it take two people to make the child?

Didn't the woman suffer already?

Didn't she adapt, eat for two, become emotionally imbalanced for nine months?

Didn't she shit on the delivery table?

Didn't her vagina expand the width of a basketball?

Didn't she suffer the pain of an epidural for it to not work, in which, she has back issues 'till this day? 

Didn't she endure X amount of time in labor and recovery? 

Did she suffer from post postpartum depression?

Doesn't she have to be mother and father for the next 21 years? 

Women do not get off free and clear.

Do not be assholes, people. If choosing to or accidentally entering parenthood, take care of your responsibilities. 

A predestined cycle 

of failure

of life

of death

A snake eating its own tail. 

My pessimistic side is showing---

lighting a candle to see demons

They lurch,

They smile,

They wait,

for cracks in armor 

for shields to drop

for light to dim

for submission.

An endless battle.

Push and pull,

fight to draw last breath, 

 in the depths between 

choices matter

and the cycle continues.

♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾♾

I double dog dare you to...

Look in the mirror and say:

                         I believe in me 🧡💛💚

Enjoy Cinco De Mayo for all who celebrate it.

Not yet...

          Not Today...

                   Not Now...

               Yet.

           Yet is hope. 

         Hope for change.

        Change is coming.

             🕊🕊🕊

Never allow an illness to limit your capabilities...

       ⭐ Mindset is 🗝

When forgetting to breathe...

the heart drums a Soca tempo

as lips move to speak

the tongue twisting twirls words 

as if speaking in tongues. 

The rhythm rising, 

impairing my ears.

I panic

I am frozen. 

Remember to breathe.

Inhale.1...2...3...4....5...6...7...

Exhale. 8...9...10

Did you make it 7?

I am on 4...