Misery Loves Company

So this weekend I fucked my friend, then later that night I fucked his roommate. They were totally fine with sharing me. But I don't think I was totally on board. .. I like them both but at the same time sex is just hmmmm. ..not all orgasmic rainbows. Part of me thinks their dicks were too huge. Other part of me knows I'm still in my feels that my girlfriend of six years is moving out (were still together but...I've been mentally wrecked and taking it out on high body count) shit I'm probably being mentally irresponsible idk...