So, i am going to sit here and try something new. A weekly review, maybe i'll figure out some goals... and maybe just a post to say i made it through another week.
So, my eating has gotten a lot better this week. i am really happy with my progress. Water is iffy, i have been good five of the last seven days, which is some major progress, but still feels like a failure, due to backsliding bad yesterday and today. But, today isn't quite over yet, so who knows.
i have done a lot of introspection this week, and learned some things about myself that i had not realized before. One of those things is the underlying reason that i changed out my status from switch to submissive. Every time i give into my Domme side, i have very bad Dom drop after. i don't know if i really want advice or tips how to avoid that yet, but just knowing the reason is a step i needed to take to move forward. i may never explore it again, it was never necessary for my happiness in the first place. i have always been a submissive first and foremost, and i think i am rather happy to not have the expectations be they good or not of a switch anymore. i grew and changed. my needs and wants have grown and changed.
Music for the week... various rock tunes.
Here's to high hopes for the next week. <3
