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Happy new years! My 2024 resolution

Out with the old year and in with the new.
While last night was technically my news years, I finally decided on my goals for this year.

I plan to become the best version of my self. I vow to work on my health, and to train my body to become the best sub/slave I can possibly be for my future owner.

I have a long way to go, but I guess I will have to take it in baby steps. And I vow to not make rash decisions regarding who will become my future owner.
I think I will also try to keep a blog about my progress in terms of self training. To keep me accountable and to remind me of my place in this world.

Here's to 2024 and the adventures it brings
10 months ago. January 3, 2024 at 1:28 PM

January 3rd 2024

After a badly interrupted night of sleep thanks to drunk and noisy neighbors, I woke up late and realized I only had 1 hour to shower, dress, and leave for work. 

I quickly jumped in the shower to wash up and prep my asshole. I may not have time today for a 3-hour session, but I had enough time to attach my dildo to a stool and impale it into my hole to continue my anal stretching regimen for 40 minutes as I dried my hair and got dressed for work. 

It felt so good to wake up and have a dildo in my ass first thing in the morning, and I wonder if having my asshole constantly stretched and filled every day will soon consume my every thought as I train my body to be the best set of holes it can become.    

I am already sinking into a whorish and slutty submissive/ slave mindset as I was unashamed to be in a harness, filled, and out in public shopping at the store yesterday. Soon, once I get accustomed to being filled each day, I will begin to train my nipples to readily accept the pain of alligator clamps for longer and longer periods. 

 

So far an assessment of my current progress: 

Comfort in wearing a bondage harness: ...................Last year: 0%            ......................................                    . This year: 65% 

Anal stretching:   .......................................................Last year's largest size: 5 inches thick, 8 inches long         This year: 6.5 inch thick, 8 inches long

Longest Time spent impaled on a dildo:.................... Last Year: 2 hours                         ....................................    This year: 3 hours 

Longest time spent wearing alligator clamps: ............Last year: 10 minutes     ........................................... ..........This year: 0 minutes

Vaginal stretching: ......................................................Last year: 4.5 inches thick, 8 inches long  .......................  .This year: 0 inches thick, 0 inches long

Outtings while in bondage:                                          Last year: 0x, 0 minutes                                                       This year: 1x for 20 minutes

Outting while analy stuffed:                                          Last year: 3x, 30 minutes each                                            This year: 1x for 20 minutes

 

Steellover​(sub male) - Noble goals for submissives of ANY gender! Thanks for sharing.
10 months ago

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