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The Culture that has been here all the time

When I studied to acquire my Master's status I discovered the M/S relationship existed probably for all the history of humans. Religion and Western Culture distort this greatly. Using codes and euphemisms even denial masks it presents the fact many people thrive within this often unrecognized subculture. For example, my wife had all the earmarks of a pleasure slave and was generally devoted and submissive to me. In times of marriage friction, I often heard the words from a counselor, "She just wants you to love her" "Love her" I thought I was and did now I know without a doubt I need to be a master, not some preconceived idea we are to live as equals.
10 months ago. May 20, 2024 at 2:30 PM

Hello Friends,

When I awoke and sat at the edge of my bed, I realized immediately something was missing. I could not detect emotions within me.

I looked under the bed and in every upstairs room and closet. I went downstairs and looked in every room. I looked down in the basement. Nope, no emotions in the house. I went and looked inside my car. Nope, no emotions there either.

Fed the dogs and cat, and they seemed absent of their usual emotions, too. I took the dogs out for their morning walk.

The sky was emotionless, and the green grass and trees had no apparent feelings. It was then that I grew concerned about this.

I thought I must have died during the night and was unaware of it.

Of course, I had to ask for a great source of knowledge about this: Google.

People who have difficulty identifying or expressing emotions are known as alexithymics. The term comes from the Greek words a, meaning lack, lexis, meaning word, and thymos, meaning emotion. People with alexithymia may experience:

Difficulty with introspection
Confusion around bodily sensations connected to emotions
Difficulty communicating their emotions to others
Lack of the capacity to feel joy, sorrow, or love
Feeling detached from the emotions of others
A "conscious disconnect" that prevents emotions from breaking through into their mind 1 

 

 

 

1 https://medium.com/@Belanet/how-would-life-be-without-emotions-cdcccc3b4794

MsDove​(sub female)​{Eternal Pi}Verified Account - I am alexythymic due to a brain injury. It’s been 20 years now. I was once a feeling person. I am curious, are you still experiencing this? Are you laughing at thing’s that are funny? Any other cognitive changes?
10 months ago
AndronVerified Account - I have a long history of depression and bipolar depression. I rely on my emotions for my creativity (songs, art). Sometimes, the meds seem to wipe out all my feelings, and it is only with Cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT) that I can regain equilibrium.
10 months ago

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